Some people have a photographic memory. I've got the film.
"The longer you have to wait for something, the more you will appreciate it when it finally arrives. The harder you have to fight for something, the more priceless it will become once you achieve it. And the more pain you have to endure on your journey, the sweeter the arrival at your destination. All good things are worth waiting for and worth fighting for."
If God wanted things to be different, God would of made you differently, so stop complaining, & start trusting God's plan.
Impatience is the root of all your problems, you cannot force life to give you answers, you must let them unfold before you.
"When you reach the end of your rope, tie a knot in it and hang on." ~ Thomas Jefferson
"Death is not the biggest fear we have; our biggest fear is taking the risk to be alive -- the risk to be alive and express what we really are."
"Nothing is impossible, the word itself says 'I'm possible'!" ~ Audrey Hepburn
Once you replace negative thoughts with positive ones, you'll start having positive results..
"Set your sights high, the higher the better. Expect the most wonderful things to happen, not in the future but right now. Realize that nothing is too good. Allow absolutely nothing to hamper you or hold you up in any way."
"I am seeking. I am striving. I am in it with all my heart." ~ Vincent van Gogh
"Promise me you'll always remember: you're braver than you believe, and stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think." -- Christopher Robin (to Pooh)